My boyfriend and I’s one month is coming up in a week. <3
It was definitely a rough month but getting to know someone isn’t easy and it doesn’t take just a few months, but a lifetime. Hopefully, I’ll be able to get to know the person my boyfriend is more while we continue our relationship.
Yea, it fuckin bothers me. But I’ll sit here and keep my mouth shut to prevent drama.
2. Ive never sticked to one bestfriend.
3. I rather stay home then party.
4. I have a lot of clothes I don’t wear.
5. I hate 20% of the people on this earth.
6. I hug girls, I kiss them on the cheek.
7. I love rap music.
8. I hate putting makeup on.
9. I wanna visit jay in perth when i grow older.
10. I don’t play computer games.
11. I imitate bitches laughter, lol.
12. I want to be a flight attendant when I get older.
13. I hate rollercoasters and I seriously would start crying if you made me go on one.
14. I wake up in the middle of the night a lot.
15. I hate going to wedding invitations w mum.
16. I hate when boys spit.
17. I hate when people wear black on black!
18. I’m terrified of cats.
19. I tie my all my hair up in school.
20. I’m a princess (:
Me: Hey faggot. I miss you.
Him: Tonight babe.
Me: Wish i could.
Him: :(
Sleepover tonight :'(
Ah... No internet... there s still gona be my cell tho. aint coming to training this thurs. ergh i swear chemistry remedial was sucha bitch. cmon most of us didnt even wana be thr. you shudnt have been rude to us like omf we re not th only ones who werent listening to your lecture. anyways, TJ w zaynab aft tt ended. half and hour journey i guess~ we were like camwhoring. lol we even snapped a photo using eric s iphone and set one of em pic as his screen saver :B
headed to SS aft th long queue at mcd. naw somebodeh didnt get her breakfast. hoho. bought tt fs mum s been nagging abt for th past whole wk. ima start on my schoolwork tmr. and f.u ryan. how th f am i supposed to do my poa shit w/o my bk keeping? omf i feel like giving u a tight slap bitch
Him: Atlast youre using th comp
Me: Yea. Dad just finish vacuuming the house
Him: Then he didnt vacuum you?
Me: Idiot
Him: HAHAHA
But then I don’t because you’re the one that fucked me over in the first place.
Hi.
Home w fee just now well... not exactly.... hmmm we stalked bby nab from behind w her boyf :B hehehe. have no idea why thr were tons of ww kids in th bus. fee got down so i was left w nab and her boo zzzzz cmon you guys. im single forgodsake stop grabbing each others hand zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz bleah, caught up w mally at interchange..... went our separate ways aft that....
zaaaaaaaaap. its been 34days. still waiting. its hard for me to forget th shit tt we ve been thru. ha. sometimes, i just wana know if my effort into making you happy is even affecting you at all. i know you care about me and stuff but it just sucks cus i really wanted us to work out. value th fucking time i actually gave to you.
We are so fucken different
HAPPY 15TH NURUL AMIN LIVE WELL BRAH XX
THANKS FOR BEING BORN ON THIS DAY
Honestly, some people are so pathetic. They would honestly go to the lowest of lows to achieve what they want with no self respect for themselves and pride. Self respect is a big thing, once you lose that. You’re no better than a pig. Yes, a pig. Because you’re so dirty that you have no respect for yourself. People who are willing to do anything for what they want are low. It’s nice that you’re determined but shit, there’s a line for how far you should go. Some people are so fucking pathetic.
Sup g's. Ahh.. Life s been sucha bitch lately. Been slacking during math lesson thanks to SY and we failed all of th quizzes and tests, argh shoot. Anyways, read up Eina s tumblr, naw babe that 200days is so on! Wooooooo there s not much gp this week but omf I saw my cutie junior holding hands w a girl.... Awww so fucking cute xx PHYSICS test this coming Monday!!!! I am so dead!!!! No one s been nagging at me asking to buck up in my studies :( mally s replacing my mum hehehe xx
I’m over you. I’m not going to try to be your friend anymore. Because it’s clear that you don’t care. And at this point, I’m pretty fucking fed up. Don’t get me wrong. I don’t hate you - not that you care anyway. I’m just angry at the fact that you’re a fucking mindless and inconsiderate idiot. If you ever need me - which I doubt - I’ll be here. But I’m not going to put in any effort anymore. I’m not going to try to reach out to you anymore. I’m not going to pry for details on how you’re doing anymore. Time for you to get the fuck out of my mind. I don’t give a flying fuck anymore. I hope you find some stupid whore to waste your time with, oh wait you already have one. Asshole.
You’ve fucked up far too many times. Us not working out is fine, but you could at least be a good friend to me. But have you been a good friend to me? Not even close.
me: do you want me to give u call later on?
mally: im fine if you wana gime a call any time :)
me: i aint gona call if you dont want me to
mally: I want you to call me
me: haha cutestuff
mally: adorablestuff :P
ROFL
When you realize the one person you thought wouldn’t hurt you ended up doing so. But you’re only crying because you stood there wasting your time on something that you thought was gonna happen
I swear I feel like I lost a shitload of people over the past months. Things aren’t the same. I lost bonds w/ people that meant so much to me & I hardly did anything to prevent this outcome to happen. As heartless as it sounds, I never gave a fuck about it either. I have a bad habit of pushing the ones that love me most away. I lost bonds with friends, and my xx. & still I wonder why I’m where im at right now. And what hurts the most is I feel like I can’t even do anything about it anymore. It’s like I’m too late for it all. I didn’t take advantage of the time I had, I didn’t realize what I had back then. It’s like I was too preoccupied with myself & I was too selfish to even give back to what people gave me. I miss everything so much, and I miss everyone that I pushed away. & what hurts the most is knowing I can’t go back & fix things. I can’t go back and change the way I saw things. Left and right people are telling me they miss me & I’ve been acting weird and different, but everything they said went in 1 ear and out the other. I didn’t care. These people were the last of my priorities. I can’t even look at people the same as I used to, it’s like everyone s a stranger to me now. At the end of the day, I always told myself it was okay and that I shouldn’t be worrying about anybody anyway. But I was wrong, and now I have nobody because of my stupid actions. I really don’t know what to do anymore, I don’t know where my head is. I’m physically, emotionally, & mentally drained.
